my lady - marq

My life might look all put-together frm the outside....but no, it doesn't feel right....i'm tired of putting up a performance ngl. all of this feels like one....i hate it here. I'm here for an apology though....i wish i knew my boundaries back then....surely made u unsafe in various means....late realization though, but i've learnt my lessons. i knew you would never like being with me. You never loved me. And that's okay, i had lost hope anyway. But all i ever wanted of you just to, stay...At the end of the day, u existing by my side felt enough for me. But surely, you'd just run away....nvm i never hate you for that. You must have your reasons i may not have noticed. Idk man and idc. But, I don't wanna be with you anymore, i don't wanna live with all that misery again. you would refuse to recognize me even if we ever cross paths. Hope we never, things are better this way. Hope you doing okay, ofc you are, lmao.