I always did

Princess, I miss you. Every single day. We are friends and you have no idea that I love you. I always did. The moment I met you everything was different. I want to tell you more than anything, but I know that it would end everything between us. When you leave, my head is always yelling at you to stay..but you never do. I have tried everything and I don't think Im ever fully getting over you. I think you are the most beautiful person inside and out. I never meant to fall in love with you, but somehow it happened. I won't ever tell you these things, but I wish you knew. I am so utterly in love with you. You'll never know, but I always did.