To Cindy
I would have tried harder
Dear Cindy,
I dont even know why im writing this. You made it pretty clear you dont want me anymore. But every damn thing still reminds me of you. I wake up and for a second I forget your gone, then it hits me all over again. I keep wanting to text you stupid stuff like I used to. I miss your laugh, your smell, even the things that annoyed me. I know I messed up sometimes. Maybe alot. I just wish you would've stayed. I would of tried harder. I still love you, and I hate that you dont love me anymore.
I dont even know why im writing this. You made it pretty clear you dont want me anymore. But every damn thing still reminds me of you. I wake up and for a second I forget your gone, then it hits me all over again. I keep wanting to text you stupid stuff like I used to. I miss your laugh, your smell, even the things that annoyed me. I know I messed up sometimes. Maybe alot. I just wish you would've stayed. I would of tried harder. I still love you, and I hate that you dont love me anymore.
