i wish you knew how much you hurt me. maybe you do know? :(

To my ex bsf,

It has been 6 months since you ended our friendship, and i have never been so broken before. Or maybe i have never been broken before because you were always by my side to heal the parts of me that others hurt .

My heart still aches everyday. i feel like i am grieving you even though you have moved on, alive and well. Anyway it will all workout for everyone, i hope it is true that everything happens for a reason even though it is truly hard for me to believe that now and i think it will be that way for a very long long long time, no matter how hard i try.